Tuesday, December 21, 2010

'In Between' by Linkin Park

Who would have thought that listening to Linkin Park could be therapeutic? I strangely found it helpful this evening. Perhaps it depicts my feelings and thoughts at this present moment. It has only been the second day of surgery and I feel like I've got loads to read up on, not just facts related to the surgical posting but the previous postings as well.

I've been wanting to update the latest creations. But, everytime I am about to write about it, I end up scraping the words typed. I somehow found the affinity for this song...

'In Between' by Linkin Park

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Unwanted by Avril Lavigne

OSCE is in 2 weeks. Although it's just 15 minutes, but I guess we're all looking at the bigger picture where there is another exam in 9 weeks. :/ This song was playing on my iPod earlier and that was I felt for awhile. *sigh*

Unwanted by Avril Lavigne

All...
That I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight

Oh yeah yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

(Chorus)
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You just shut me up
Make me go away

(I'm so unwanted)

No...
I just don't understand why
You won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me

I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

(Chorus)
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You just shut me up
Make me go away



I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it takes

(Chorus x2)
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You just shut me up
Make me go away

Make me go away yeh yeh yeh
Make me go away

It'd be nice to be able to remember what I've studied.