#32

Aahh great... Now, my sleep cycle is hay-wired. It's not that I don't want to sleep. It's just that I'm not tired yet. I'm strangely awake like how I got up more than 12 hours ago but not that alert. I didn't even nap. =.= I don't even feel like studying. I know some people wake up at this time to study. Got to go to uni at 10.30am tomorrow for OSCE practice. *sigh*

I've been thinking too much. I've been trying to figure things out. Yet, I can't come to a conclusion for everything. At this rate, I think I'm just killing my brain cells even faster. >.< *puffs up cheeks* Sometimes, I wish I've got the answers and response that I want... But, things aren't easy as they seem. Have you wondered how difficult it is to tell someone that you:

• wished he/she/they was/were with you
• missed him/her/them
• want to have lunch with him/her/them
• thought about him/her/them
• want him/her to call

I have. I did. And these wonders never stop. What triggered the wonders are probably the emo songs. heh. They keep going on and on. I have a feeling that I would have to tell my parents about my blog soon after I move to Seremban since they don't Facebook. =/ I'm still thinking if I should. I'll think about it after my exams. =.=ll *everything is after exams now*