I'm like the middle button of my iPod... depressed.
Honestly, Summatives did not go as well as I thought would be. So, don't ask me how it is because I'm thinking about the fact if I can pass. I've remarks such as 'If you fail, then it is the day when IMU will burn down.' But, anything can happen... Sure, I may not look like the type who is predisposed to a higher risk of failing but prognosis IS poor this time. But since it will be 2 weeks before getting our results, I've decided that I'll patch things up with the coming Summative. I hope that somehow, I get a minimum of what I need.
Thanks Jene for the call the other day... It really made me feel better. I was helping my mum with the laundry when it dawned upon me about the fact that if I make mistakes now, I should be grateful because now is the only time when I can AFFORD to make mistakes. I'm just hoping it won't cost me so much damage that it would affect my EOS *touchwood touchwood*. That's only because I know that in future, at least, I wouldn't kill someone because it has cost me 10 marks. So, I'll do my best for the coming one. I also thought through the fact that even if I'm given one extra week to study for it, I would probably make the same mistakes. It was how I understood things and now, I've got to fix things.
TJ and Benedict have been great support in helping me get things off my mind. One talked through things with me of how EOS carries 70% and Summs carries only 12.5% each. The other talked me into watching Sonic the Hedgehog on Youtube... even before the exams! But, it's nice. Today, I even went out with 10 people to watch the movie 'Watchman' which isn't exactly my type of movie. I want to watch 'Marley and Me.' It was quite random and last minute of me joining them.
I'm just going to post up a few more pictures from Orientation.
Me, Chia Sin and Nirmal... in Dry Icebreakers
Elvyna, Me, Mei Xin, Lilian and Amanda. All preparing for Finale Night. It was warm. So, the five of us stood in front of the stand fan ^^
During cheer performance for 'The Best Damn Thing'. The beginning was a little messy. So was the beginning for this dance because someone played the music without waiting for the cue. At least, it's not the competition. So, we were pretty relaxed. I was just worried that we couldn't finish learning the new routine in time.
Lilian, Me, Benedict and Zaeem. I finished my second performance then. ^^ Wei Chin, Ying Xin and Mei Xin did a good job. So, they covered up my flaws. Ballet with Mei Xin was an experience because we finalised the choreography on that day itself and practiced it less than 5 times. So, I guess it was okay. Mei Xin rocks!Ohh, Wei Chin and Ying Xin's dance for 'When I Grow Up' was awesome too! But, I wish we could have worn just sport shoes because dancing in heels isn't exactly nice. It's much more difficult to slide, balance and move around. Really......... Anyway, you see Elvis up there? Well, Ben had to dress up like one because he's one of the committee members.
Me and Jun How. We had fun dancing that night, making the train of people after 2 attempts. Haha.
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