:) HAVE A NICE DAY!
Monday, October 27, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
.::I heart my brother. He's like teddy::.
4. I bought 3 markers of which one of them is ORANGE in colour...
Orange reminds me of...
5. I just downloaded Daniel Powter's latest album- Under the Radar... His songs are of my liking. :) It's way better than the first album. My favourite song is 'Best of Me'.
6. It was raining in the evening. It has been raining a lot lately. I miss the times when I would look out at the sky at night and just stare. I was practically staring at the ceiling of the student lounge today. =.=
I'm intrigued and thrilled over small things but that's only because my mind is much clearer now. Am I weird? I guess I'm normal to have many thoughts on my mind.
So, I'm going to spread a bit of my happiness to you guys who are also working hard for EOS. I have no idea how I'm going to cover everything but what the heck, Just Do It. That's what friends are for. They go through the same situation as us, look out for us, support us and they listen.
I heard that Muet speaking test is tomorrow, Good Luck people!
And to Kyan, Happy Birthday !!! :)
Monday, October 20, 2008
I'm stoning. I'm not studying. I'm listening to music.
I'm thinking. I'm wondering. I'm hoping.
I don't know what I want to do now. I'm in denial, or am I not?
I'm just human...
even at 3.43am when writing this and hoping to reattend Sem 1 Lects tomorrow,...
I'm doing what I think is best.
I'm lazy. I'm procrastinating. I'm complaining.
I'm accepting. I'm moving. I'm learning.
I'm adjusting. I'm letting go. I'm trying.
Time...I need you...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Read the lyrics... If you want the song, I can send it to you. :)
Sha, sha, sha
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til' I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget... is goodbye
I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears sang along
I picked up the phone
And then put it down
Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind
The memory I wanna forget...
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring-tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me with no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked til' he cried
You said that your biggest regret...
The one thing you wish I'd forget...
Was saying goodbye
Back to studying~~~! :) Good luck peop le for EoS and study hard!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Since Arthur didn't come along, Jeremy, Jae Ric, Kyan and Sandip were excited about it. Paige, Chia Sin and I were pretty lost. But all that high expectations went down the drain. I was pretty calm while watching the movie. Otherwise, I would be fidgeting a lot (and I mean A LOT) in thrillers and horrors.
The story is about a cop who tries to find the person who murdered his wife and child. He has been doing so for the past 3 years. Little did he know, it was the person who was close and nice to him who did it. People say that it is the demon-like creatures who are choosing the best people and forming an army. But... it is just the side effects of the experimental drugs which failed. It makes people stronger and wilder for successful subjects, otherwise, it would be addictive and horrible.
'The best way to go to heaven is if you die through violence. If you die in your sleep, then, you'll go to hell.'
For 1 hour 40 minutes, they waited for action and killing and drama. I was too actually but just a little more. hehe. I was shivering; Why? Because the cinema was freezing cold...brr... It's colder than our PBL rooms and much colder than Audi. It just added on to the effect of the movie since most of the scenes were in rainy and snowy weather. I still think that the way these people are killed is too easy and fast.
What would I suggest then? Don't watch this movie... Eagle Eye is way way way way better if you like action!
Friday, October 17, 2008
It's weird because this time, I didn't panic. No hyperventilation, nothing. :) I think it is good in a way because I've learnt to be calm and take things as it goes. What can I say? Am I evolving? Where did the nerdy Esther go? I have no idea...
I maintained in Summative 2. I was a little disappointed with Immunology considering that I've read through it the most number of times and also because I like that topic. On the other hand, I'm quite content with Virology, Parasitology and Microbiology. But I think you guys wouldn't want to read about my ramblings, right?
So, let's talk about something else. Tomorrow, I'll be watching Max Payne with JJ, JaeR, ChiaS, Paige, Sandip, possibly Kyan, Art and Lydia... Where? MidValley! I hope that it'll be a good movie though.
Finally, I had a decent meal with my family. It has been 2 weeks since I last had dinner with my family. Today, my mum made tomyam! :D I miss my mum's cooking. It's the best food for me because she knows me well enough to know what my likes and dislikes. For the past few days, I've been losing appetite, so mum's cooking is surely doing me good.
I miss my bed a lot. I miss sleeping a lot and waking up late. I miss waking up and knowing that I can afford to go back to sleep. I miss waking up and knowing that my day will be filled with fun activities... Oh well, those days will come after EOS.
Off I go to dreamland.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Grr... I hate the back pains I have. I hate my inability to fight my mind that's telling me 'You're tired'. I hate having to read and not understand. I hate being unable to recall after memorizing. But all these feelings, I think they are normal. I don't think I'm the only one experiencing this. Anyway, all the best for Summatives on Thursday! :) I hope that we would all do well and continue doing well in EOS.
Friday, October 10, 2008
How have you been? I know you feel a little less colourful without the pictures here. Many things have happened. Well, not many exactly...
I went for Cell Group once last week and I learnt that one of the reasons why people are so stressed out is because of their fear to start something in academics. I wonder if it's applicable for others though.
Today, I procrastinated a lot but at the same time, I took my time to overcome my fear of Pharmacology especially Autonomic Pharmacology. I'm less stressed now because I know that I have crossed a big hurdle. Something that prevented me from moving forward. Other than that, studies is going okay I guess. I'm less stressed compared to Sem 1. In fact, I've been questioning myself why I'm not feeling stressed. I really don't know why and I don't know if it's a good thing or not.
Bloggie, today was the last day of PBL. I was stoning a lot as usual and I was pretty tired since I didn't get a good sleep yesterday. And PBL was in the morning! *yawns* I went for PPD after that and the only reason I went there was because I was dragged by my friends. Well, I didn't want to feel guilty either skipping lectures. There was less than 50 students in the auditorium and it was a good time out for me to chill.
Prof. Yadav asked a question... "What is the mode of transmission of TB (tuberculosis)?" but our Joshua heard TB as TV and said "It's the wavelength thingy (sorta in a way)". Prof. Yadav asked then, "Why? Wavelength is not associated with tuberculosis..." Joshua, after that, realised his misinterpretation. It was a funny moment.
Health-wise, I've been eating a lot to eat my stress away. So, I've put on more weight actually. :S But, there's always time to exercise. I've been exercising everyday. How? I carry my files wherever I go. I guess that's why my elbows hurt. :S Anyway bloggie, I have to go now. I'm going to watch tv and probably nerd more but I hope I'd get a good sleep tonight. :)
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
After having lunch, Jeremy told me that my mum called. So, I wondered why she didn't call me instead. I searched for my phone and panicked because I couldn't find it. I thought I've left it somewhere and it's gone for good. Thank goodness when he called my phone, someone else picked up and said that I left it when I was buying food. So, I went back to get it and the aunty said that she reminded me to be careful next time.
Apparently, she dialled the number of the first person on my 'Last Dialled' list but he didn't pick up. And so, she called my mum and my mum texted Jeremy after 2 unanswered calls. Am I lucky or what?
Anyway, today, I KO-ed during lectures and nearly KO-ed during CSU session. I've finally passed up my report and so what's left is PBL. 11 Learning Issues. Thanks Benedict. =.= Updating bloggie seems tougher now since I come home feeling too tired to update. My camera has KO-ed.
Oh well, that's all for now. :) Have a nice day peeps.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Finally reached uni and was writing notes for a few people. jj came and was sleeping most of the time although he was supposed to study. I was stoning more than I usually do. Arthur and Lydia dropped by to have a look at the card and to talk for a while. Lydia said that she will be going to Arthur's place to eat and study. I continued studying until I dozed off.
I was pretty hungry. I was wondering when Dhina would call. He said he would have lunch with me. Oh well, I thought I should just get bread and go to lectures. I waited for jj because he said that he want to go wash face after waking up. So, I was waiting and waiting... wondering why he was taking such a long time. It wasn't that long. It's just that the two girls who went to the bathroom after him came out faster. =.=
I saw Dhina eating with Vivek. Strange, I thought he was supposed to have lunch with me. Oh well... jj wanted to go to cafeteria but I wanted to buy bread. Then, I saw Teck Jian. I was about to talk to him when I saw Arthur going to Teck Jian and was like 'Teck Jian, we need you to come for 5 minutes. Really quick.' Okay.. Something was fishy... But still blur. Then Dhina was ushering me to go to the other cafeteria which I found it strange. Because why would he want to go there when his food are on the opposite direction?
When I went to the second cafeteria, I saw my batchmates there. :) And they sang me the song in three different languages. I didn't really expect that because I tried to keep really low profile except to some people. After all, like what my brother said, I was facing quarter life crisis. But I'm no longer having that crisis. There were 19 candles on the donuts. Some candles were really difficult to blow. The spark-like ones.
The wish I made was for everyone to pass EOS with flying colours. I'm scared.
So, I've got this really cute pencil case from Arthur and Lydia which came with a card and a picture inside. Elvyna gave me a card too with a peg and something sticked on it. hehe. Elvyna's card's really REALLY colourful. :D From the group, I've got this glass chess set and another card. Thanks guys, I really appreciate it. :)
I don't have any pictures with me for now because my camera's not working. I'll be getting them from Lilian and Lydia real soon. Thanks guys!
Sunday, October 05, 2008
It's my first time making a card that is horizontal. Usually, I make vertical ones. But this one can stand on its own after strengthening the base. The paper was too soft and lucky for me, my brother gave me an idea to add extra layers of paper at the back.
It's not really complete because what's missing are 9 signatures with messages and a group picture which Ben would get it printed later. Anyway, this is the front...
And this is the inside...
It's a little plain for now. I hope it would look good in the end with the signatures and all. :)
I was supposed to swim with my brother today but I ended up sleeping while waiting for him to wake up. So, I slept at 8am.
What did I do the whole night?
1. Making a card
2. Chatting with someone.
3. Listening to music
4. Attempted to nerd but it didn't work
Why couldn't I sleep?
1. I slept too much yesterday, basically through out the afternoon.
2. I had 3 cups of green tea while dining at Sushi Zanmai with my family.
3. I wouldn't have time to do the card had I slept.
But it was a good start to a good day and a good time. Finally, my brother came home with an office chair of his own. I can have my office chair back! :D NO MORE wooden chair. NO MORE back pain. Pictures will be up soon later today. For now, it's chilling and trying to study again.
There are some things that I'm too attached too. I wish I wasn't so attached but I'm only human to come across these random feelings.
Friday, October 03, 2008
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
Besides my family, there's my Pooh bear! :) for 9 years.
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
I can't think of it now.
4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Yes, just yesterday when I was shocked because when the door of the lift where I was in opened, the whole floor was dark and I couldn't see anything. I didn't even step out. I dropped it while panicking and pushing the 'close' button. Where was that? That was in university. That's how I ended up in Vista B Swimming Pool with Chia Sin and JJ.
5. WHAT’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
That's pretty long ago.
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
I usually save them but if I need to get something, then, it'd be random things like Cheerleading uniform, shoes, a day out with friends, earphones...or, I'd buy food for my family like sushi, cakes etc.
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Vegetarian food for dinner. :S I didn't like it but at least, it's edible. I won't starve tonight!
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
A lot of songs... but favourite emo song is 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved' by The Script. I love the chorus:
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
SMK Assunta PJ (1/2 year) then, MGS Ipoh.
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Esprit? I usually walk in and out empty handed.
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
If being a student is considered a job, then you would know how long it had been. Other than that, I've never had a job which I get paid for.
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
No, but if someone asks me to join along, then, I would but only prank people who can take jokes. Benedict, Sandip and I pranked Reza, Kei Shen and a couple more people just a month ago. Can't reveal anything here, now, can I? *winks*
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
Don't remember. It must have been a couple years back.
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU’D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
Benedict, I think or maybe Arthur, or Jeremy. Could be either one of these three.
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:?
A few months ago. We bumped by coincidence. We don't talk a lot now because we're busy with our own things but in heart, she's always my best bud. :) I'm talking about you, Asha! My other best friend is in US. We also hardly talk to each other because I'm always busy but I miss her a lot. Now, I'm talking about you, Kar Men! I have 2 best buddies. I will never choose between them.
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
'I will never like you, dream on.' ;)
24. CAN YOU COOK?
It depends. I have the theory but I don't know the practical. hehe.
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
I don't like a lot of food but that doesn't mean I don't eat it. A person can be fussy but not fussy in survival.
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Height. I'm happy that I'm this tall and not taller or otherwise.
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
My conscience. It kills me sometimes because I can't decide.
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
Don't have a job but during my medical attachment, I followed my brother to do an oncall. 8am to 8am if I'm not wrong. It was a good experience.
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Raise Your Voice starring Hilary Duff.
34. CAN YOU SING?
Nope. Jer just commented today that I sang off-pitch. So, I'm never singing again.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
Don't really remember. Probably more than 6 years.
36. LAST KISS?
My mum. :)
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
'We don't rent movies. We pirate them.' That I quote Faye.
38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT?
39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
Don't have one...
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
WITH!!! My gosh, I can't imagine someone sleeping without their clothes on. That's sooo BARE. :S
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
My cow. :)
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
It depends on who it is. Sometimes it does, someteims it doesn't.
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
Never, I'm a good citizen. :)
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Hmm... It's been quite a long time since I had any. Can't decide.
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
56. LAST TEXT RECEIVED?:
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Clothes. =.= duh.
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
'I need you more than you'll ever know; I still do, willing to let it show. I need a minute just to get to you, I feel like I'm getting through. Come over here and say nothing, silence is everything.'
That's one verse. Thought you'd be lost with one line. That's from 'Silence' by Aly and Aj.
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
Yeap, I'm still working on it.
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yeap, my best is breast stroke.
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
Not really, but when there is a need to use it, I'll like it.
66. I LOVE ________
... everything God has given me. :)
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Autumn. Go figure why. :)
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED ?
Today, this evening...
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
8 am. *Yawns, I am tired now...*
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
I would think it's being hugged for warmth...
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
Don't have one. I'm a good citizen, as I mentioned. :)
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
Steve, my dwarf hamster. The other one who I got to accompany Steve was Max.
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
Nerding on Saturday, and on Sunday, I'll be out with my family in The Curve.
79. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
80. ARE YOU SMILING?:
81. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
82. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
83. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
84. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
:) What do you think?
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
I haven't thought about it...
86. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
88. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
Nope, but I wish I could go somewhere with my friends.
90. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
Nope. I have an awesome brother though.
91. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
Nope. There's only one level.
92. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
I have no idea. I'm confused.
93. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
Yeap, for dengue. :S
94. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
Yeah, my dad and my brother. I feel like I'm out of the house for too long a time because of studies.
95. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
None right now. Usually I have earrings.
96. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
Chill, rest and nerd.
97. TAG THREE OTHER PEOPLE
Hwei Jene, Chong Bing, Lilian.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Okay, so Arthur, Lydia, Chia Sin, Jeremy and I went to MidValley yesterday to watch a movie- Eagle Eye and have lunch there. Dinner was not part of the itenary but since it was late after the movie ended, we stayed for dinner as well.
Arthur was looking for a basketball while I was looking for earphones and I got them! :)
We bumped into Matthew, Ickes, Rudy and Chee Leong who were with their orientation group.
Our second time spending time in the mall. Our first was during track trip in Pavillion. XD
OOooh... What a hamburger..!
The movie was at 4.30pm. So, we had time to walk around. The movie was okay. A lot of collision if I may say so. I guess it's been so long since I last watched a movie at a cinema and its been long since I last watched a thriller. All the events happen one after another and there seem to be no break. You've just keep on moving and keep up with the pace.
The ending can be said to be expected. I thought it would be something more than just that. Well, after the movie, we all went jalan-jalan... We ended up in McD for nearly an hour... talking.
Arthur, Lydia and Jeremy. Theme: Scandalous. hehe...
Me and Chia Sin :D
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Selamat Hari Raya! It is a public holiday and a day that has to be spent well. *winks*
For the past two days, it has been an attempt to nerd hardcore but it was not what I expected. I've watched '28 Days Later' and '28 Weeks Later' with Jer and Chia Sin. I've been procrastinating to a certain extent.
Let's not think about studies for awhile and take a break. Go to your Music File and play your favourite song. After the 3-5 minutes song, come back to this page and leave me a smiley. So then, I'll know who did what I did too!