Wednesday, August 31, 2005

"Full House"

Is he cute or what? My mum got "Full House", a Korean drama which a mixture of comedy and love. It's so touching when he acted as a caring person in some parts. Let me introduce.
Name: Jung Ji Hoon a.k.a Bi a.k.a Rain
D.O.B: 25th June 1982
Job: Singer, Actor
I'm not sure whether you guys have watched it or not but for those who haven't, it is a very recommended drama.

I woke up quite late today at 3.42 pm. Maybe it's because I was too exhausted.
I was listening to anime songs as well korean songs. The songs in "Full House" are really nice and I have fallen for it.
So,.. that's it for today.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Summary of today...

Yay! Tomorrow's MERDEKA! No school and no tuition. I presented the tables I drew to Mr. Yeong and he rejected it. Asha presented one. He rejected it too. He didn't explain in detail about what her wanted and expected me to know. I have a limit in patience too. Today's Bio class was quite interesting. Asha and I were hitting each other and there was this insect which was flying all around.
Joo Ztat was poking me to make me help him. Mandeep, Thevin and the row of boys were acting quite strange. I got to know someone whom I wished I never got to know. He's just annoying and budges into my personal life in an EXTREME way. Some of you know who the person I'm mentioning is.
School today was boring. I slept for more than an hour when I think 5 people were giving their speeches. My class lost in the netball competitione 3 on 3. The class decorations were only kolam and flags. I'll put in the pictures of the kolam when I get them from Lena. Singing competition was nearly a disaster with only one day of preperation.
Well, that's for today.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Wrong side of the bed?!

I guess I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. It all started when my school bus came early and I NEARLY missed it. Thank goodness I didn't. Then, when I reached school, the small gate was still locked. So, I had to go to the other gate.

When, I reached my class, things begin to turn better for me but only for a while. I found extra three solutions for my Add Maths project from Su Yin. Thank you, girl! I didn't stammer during the Literature presentation. Then, we went to Chemistry lab. Someone apparently was showing me her temper(name not mentioned).

There I go again. I wasn't much welcomed by her to experiment acid. In fact, I wasn't included at all. I couldn't care much. What's over is over. Soon, it was Mod. Maths time and I finished my work given by Mr. Yeong early.

So, I decided to do the remaining of my Add. Maths project. All of a sudden he walked to my table and saw me doing my work. Of course he understood the concept "If you finish my work, you can do yours". He asked me to make a statistic of how students from my class come to school. I was honoured to help a teacher. On the other hand, I hate drawing thetables for statistic when he said "Hmm.. You must love drawing these tables(jadual)."During EST period, Pn. Tan came in and she gave us two free periods. However, her definition of free wasn't what I expected.
  1. No talking about something not related to EST
  2. No doing Add. Maths
  3. No doing other homework
  4. Either help the class,
  5. or Do EST workbook
  6. Talk about "BLOOD"

Now, you should now what I meant by her definition of free periods when you're not free to do anything else but EST. Alas, school ended.When, I reached home, I was checking out this blog. You should notice the changes in the video clip which is no more Hilary Duff but Usher. At least it doesn't buffers.

Until after dinner, I thought of drafting my morale report. Then, I realised that I have misplaced the form (prove that I did my social work). I was sad. I realised that I was not a responsible person and I tried so hard not to lose the form. All I know is that the form is somewhere in my room, piled up with books or placed in between of two books. Form, please appear...

So, I end today's post. Adios... =)

Sunday, August 28, 2005

These few day's..

Finally, the three day seminar ended. Tomorrow is a school day and this Wednesday would most probably be a school holiday. =) Thanks to Vishnu, I got a picture of the youth group including Thanges from Singapore and Murugan from KL. 3 people were missing though.
I finally finished my Add Maths project after three days. I only had 3 hours 30 minutes of sleep yesterday. Just when I thought that I would sleep earlier tonight, the project has once again stopped me from doing so.
Beginning of school is going to traumatise me with the coming finales. I haven't had enough time to prepare for it. Thinking about that, I still have two more oral test to go through. Tomorrow, my group wiill be presenting "si tenggang's homecoming". I hope it goes well as long I don't stammer in front of the class. It's so difficult to find confidence and speak fluently.
After a couple of days not blogging, I have also added a video clip. I got that link from Jasmine. Wake Up by Hilary Duff. I hope y'all like it.

Friday, August 26, 2005

-No Topic-

I'm still busy finishing add maths project. The first day of the "religous" seminar started today. It was so stuffy. That made me appreciate the cold. Usually, I'll be complaining about the coldness.
Holidays are going to end. I'm so sad. However, on next Wednesday, there won't be school on because it's Independence Day. Yay! I think when school resumes, I won't be able to blog so often anymore. I need to concentrate in my studies.
Anyway, got to get back to my project. Tata!!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thank you! Thank you!

Kar Men, you are a life-saver. Thank you so much for the add maths project. I love you (in a good way). You are always there when I need you. I should give you more credits. THANK U. THANK U. THANK U. THANK U. THANK U. x infinity...
Secondly, thanks to Lena as well for helping in the add maths project. Third, thanks to Kian Teng for giving me extra 2 solutions for 2 questions. Last but not least, my mum. However, I think she should be the first. Nevermind.. As long as I thank her. Thanks mum! Without you beside me, I don't know what I would do.
Without you all, I don't know what I would have done for my add maths project. Again, my heartful gratitude. Thank you... Thank you...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005


I am getting addicted to the internet and to blogging. I have been online nearly the whole day surfing here and there.
In tuition today, I got to talk to this Sam Tet guy who I think is a genius. Okay, maybe a smart guy (not to be so dramatic). He is a nice person and he has these mysterious sparkling eyes. No, I don't like him ( to those who have seen him before, you know who you are). I'm glad I got to know him. He speaks fluent English even though he is Chinese-educated.
I chatted with my friend from SMI. Let me rephrase that again, my long lost friend. Today is another person's birthday. To, Yew Wai, Happy Birthday!
Moving on is my add maths project. I am an obssesive compulsive person and I know I'm a geek. I have been trying to find 2 solutions for every question there is but some people don't take it seriously. I find i important because it's worth 10 marks of my endterm Add Maths paper. Besides, I want to score good grades and I don't want to be those who goes like "So what? It's only one solution. That is more than enough."
I hope I could get someone to lend me their answers or else... My fate depends on it (dramatic). Lena, help! =S

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Reflecting My Day..

Asha got the shock of her life. I made the whole class sing for her. Mr. Mano (Bio teacher) gave her RM50 but she didn't accept it. I know it's difficult and quite "segan". Well Asha, Happy Birthday! I hope you'll enjoy the chocalate and the card. =)
Sorry, I couldn't go out with you today but you did enjoy yourself, didn't you? With Van, Michelle and Joyce. I couldn't wake up today to go to tuition. Thanks to who? =) LOL... Looks like I would have to replace the class tomorrow.
I had Secret Recipe cake, brownie and set lunch for lunch today with my mum. Satisfying. =)
I have added a few links that is cheer related. It's for cheerleaders who are interested. So, enjoy ok?
So, I'll paw off here now. Till next time... =)

Monday, August 22, 2005

What a girl does when it comes to someone's b-day..

I was going to finish a card for a birthday girl. Her birthday is tomorrow and my whole left-hand was full of UHU glue. It's so difficult to cut the papers because I am terrible at cutting especially when it comes to a straight line or a circle.
At the same time, I am watching The Lizzie McGuire Movie. I'm all alone in the living room with papers surrounded around me. I went to Jusco today and got this black pants which is kind of nice. Treated mum a meal in Delifrance.
I have tuitions tomorrow. One starts at 8.30 in the MORNING and the other at 7.30pm. Asha (the birthday girl tomorrow) is going to be surprise. In case she is reading this, I will not mention what the surprise is.
Well, tata for now. =)

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Broken English post....

*using broken english today..
i finished my kerja amal adi.. had to climb n wipe the fan.. so high and i m afraid of heights.. i was watching kim possible-so the drama today... so nice but i was hoping 4 more action n fighting..
i feel kinda hungry.. didn't have proper meal.. morning: ate porridge, lunch:nothing, dinner: fried belacan rice and atapchi desert.. n i'm hungry..craving for McDonalds... or maybe cake..cheesecake...
I went to esprit today and find that their stocks are nearly the same every week even though they say that they have new stocks every week.. Esprit in ipoh is different from KL and Penang.. There, they have more variety...
*rumble.. that's my stomache rumbling... my bro is still in KL n he's comin back 2morrow.. anyway, it's getting late and i hv to stop 4 now.. got a big/early day to start tomorrow....

Friday, August 19, 2005

No topic..

School holidays have officially started. It's about time. However, I wish it would be longer than a week. My leg hurts after running 7 1/2 rounds = 1500m yesterday in school. Nothing talk about today. I have to do kerja amal tomorrow for my morale project.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Seth, my group's froggy...

This post is specially for my group's frog, Seth in order to remember her. Seth is a special frog which gave my group knowledge that no money can buy. I am sorry for disecting you. You were the best frog ever eventhough I got to know you for a few hours. You were the cutest thing ever. Seth, my froggy, may you rest in peace and lead a better life. I'll miss you and I will never forget you. [18-08-05]
I felt rather sad when I chlorofformed Seth. She tried to jump out and was standing in the "bikar". She knocked her head on the white tile we placed on top of the "bikar" a few times and that was the moment where I nearly broke down. My heart was crumbled into pieces. I was taking away a life. However, she served us well. My heartful gratitude.
Not only did Seth stepped on the other side but many frogs too from the Form 4s' and 5s'. May the other froggies rest in peace too.
And that concludes today's post.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Greeting and Frog

Greeting teachers in the morning has become a habit for me. Today, out of nowhere, these words were blurted out,
"Good morning, teacher. Have a nice day!" to my headmistress.
She greeted me back saying, "Thank you." with a big smile. I was dumbfounded. I couldn't believe I did that and my friend was shocked. She just stared at me and I went red.
Tomorrow, it is going to be a tough day for the Science 1 & 2 students. I hope I won't puke in the middle of Biology class.
According to Lena, she got a big frog for us to disect. Oh, joy! However, I still feel sad. I remembered that there was a part where we were taught to not snatch away lives or endanger lives. For example, human cloning were forbidden. Now, isn't it just the same? We are taking away lives. Many frogs died and will be dying.
When my teacher showed us a disected frog, the heart was still beating. It was just freaky because she was meddling with the other organs (liver, intestines and ORGANS..) and poking around (lungs) with needles. It was so cruel.
Well, I'll stop here and keep y'all updated tomorrow. Cheerio (quoted from Jared)...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Aikz.. Looks like the tagboard is suspended. I have to comments about the rain today. First, it smells like medicine, and sometimes other weird smell. Second, it's acidic. The haze is subsiding. That's a good thing. My brother is going to KL tomorrow leaving ME behind!
Yay! Holidays are coming soon and it's finally time for some rest but I'll be studying as well. Finals! Finals! Finals! My brother is currently watching FRIENDS on Astro and meddling with some stuff in his laptop.
This is something I would like to share today..

You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Monday, August 15, 2005

Special post..

Stuff which I separated from the posts..This one's special..

How do others think of you?
Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
How scary are you?
You Are Not Scary
Not Scary!
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?
How's your karma?
You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.
Your caring personality really shines through.
Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.
But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.
A little thing I would like to share... TQ.. =)


Thanks Jared for lending a hand. Your chatbox, or whatever you call it, looks better.
I feel lazy today. I don't feel like doing my homework, nor study. My next morale assignment is based on 'kemerdekaan'. I only have 65% semangat patriotisme. The remainder 35%? Don't ask.
I talked to my ex-best friend today. Perhaps I should not call her that anymore. Maybe a close friend. We joke as usual but I fell kind of weird after all the attempts we've been through, one after another.
I don't know... *deep breathe So many things coming to my mind. I have been unhappy lately, I don't know why. It's like it comes and goes. I can't open up to anyone because I don't feel like it but I really wish they would just understand without asking as though they could read my mind. I look happy on the outside but never judge a book by its cover.
TV is the best for me. IF I am a Lotus Eater, I would spend the rest of my life watching TV, blogging and do what I want to do as long as I have enough money to keep me alive. But, that is only IF I am one. Too much of Literature. I can't wait for the new movie of Kim Possible to premiere this Saturday. Yay! Yes, I still watch cartoons and I just love them. Madeline, Stanley, PB&J Otter and Sagwa. They are just so cute and educational at the same time.
Well, that's for today. So long now.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Shortest post..

I don't know what to write today. Currently, watching Initial D and in a mood swing. Seems like SMI Forum has been revived and many topics were closed. That's good for all the spamming people made.
This is one of the shortest posts compared to the rest. Sorry, can't help it.

Saturday, August 13, 2005


How does this page look now? Better, don't you think? I think Minima Black was too plain, so I have decided to give it a little flavour. Drop in some comments if you don't mind but no flaming for certain posts you might find it offensive. My posts were written based on emotions and certain situation. I apologise to certain people whose name are not revealed to protect privacy. Those who visits my blog will realise the changes <> I spent the whole day adding links and friends. Hope you all like it better. Peace out! =)

Friday, August 12, 2005

Stupid Haze..

I am stressed with endless essays from my English tuition, BM tuition and EST. Not only that, I have a Biology report to write, Add. Maths folio and an end-term to study for. If I have homeworks everyday, how am I to finish them and study because there isn't enough time! The terrible haze is getting to my brains and I think I am going crazy.
The only medicine to cure? I would say relaxing music which relaxes the soul after the hustle and bustle of a days work. Okay, exagerating here. Thank God I am not living in KL anymore. However, my brother is going there next Wednsday until next Sunday. The sad thing is the haze there is so much worse and I can't believe he's going! The next sad thing is he is not bringing me along! It's so unfair but it's not like I desperately want to go anyway if it is not for the haze.
When I was reading the newspapers today, the first few or more than few pages were basically filled with haze, haze and HAZE. What's with the burning forests?
People are suffering and who likes to suffer? NO ONE. I am darn tired and nearly choked to death in the afternoon when I was walking to tuition . The air is not only plain bad, it's dreadful. How can you walk out hoping to breathe in for some fresh air when it has been polluted? What is the future of those who has asthma? Will they end up like the old man whom died of asthma attack beacuse of the haze?
I wish the haze would end. We all know that the haze will end but when is the question. How long more do we need to wait? I hope that the actions which the government takes will make the situation better. For all I know, we are only hoping that the haze would end faster.
So, I know I am dramatic here. It's just the haze getting to my nerves. Adios I bid and good night.

Thursday, August 11, 2005


Let's see. People change, which I have mentioned in my earlier posts. I accepted the fact that my friends turned their backs on me. Now, we are nearly friends again. My ex-best friend wants me to apologise to her other best friens what I don't know (1). One talks to me but not so close (2). What's with the atitude? I have done nothing wrong to (1) and she expects an apology. Have she ever think from my point of view when I heard her words which left a deep cut. Some would say, "Forget about the past. Now is now." But no matter what, they would not understands especially her. It was her words which now brings the consequences and she is blaming it on me. I have changed. I know. For the better I hope. The scars they don't see, the pain they don't feel, the cut they made have given me a lesson to learn. Never believe in your friends no matter how close you are to them.
Friends may say that they will be on your side no matter what. Well, I think that is crap because the moment you are in trouble, they'll dump you aside. I am not saying that all friends are like that. Just some in particular. They'll come to you when they need you and vice versa. I'm sick of being treated like that. It's like my friends think they'd understand me but the truth is, no matter what they don't.
Well, so long for now. Adieu.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005


Finally, I got to this page. It took me all afternoon to go online. Well, History sucks. All that was in my head was and still is CUKAI, CUKAI, CUKAI.. and she went on and on. It's dead boring and I don't know why nothing gets to my brain. My brother might say because my brain is tiny so, it can't absorb much. Anyway, I don't have the feel when history classes are on. I am not into the Islam thingy and I don't have the 'semangat patriotisme'. Well, maybe a bit only.
Finals is coming soon and I still haven't prepare. Actually, I have started a little and it's not like I don't want to study but my time management is terrible. I have cut down the amount of time I spend on TV to 3 hours a day. That's the best I can do. At least I have a little time to the my work but I still have to finish my tuition work. Homeworks are coming and going but the time won't turn back and wait for me. What should I do?
I really want to score well for Finals but I don't have the boost of confidence. I don't feel encouraged. Besides, I have really poor memory. One of my friends calls me Dory from the movie Finding Nemo because he says I forget things very easily. Well, that is a true fact but I can't help it.
Okay, then. I'll stop here and "sign" off. Tata...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Not sure...

I don't know what to post today. Maybe I am fustrated because I don't get to disect a frog tomorrow for Biology or maybe I am happy that those frogs have a longer live for another week. I am not sure if I am tired of blogging but I love blogging. Maybe it's just that I don't know what to write. I am not sure of many things now. When I believe in myself to make a decision, my instincts always prove me wrong. 'Follow your instincts', people say. Well, following mine and thinking about whether I did was right or not the second is not exactly what I had in mind. There's no use crying over spilt milk, right? What's done is done. What's said has been said. So, I guess I just have to go with the flow. Do what I think is right and not be influenced by other people.
So, enough for today. May tomorrow be a better day with less troubles/problems.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Raise Your Voice..

Hilary Duff is my favourite. She sings, designs clothes and even acts. Well, I have watched most of her movies and they touched my heart especially 'Raise Your Voice'. This movie is full of talented people, funny and love . She sang Jericho, Someone's Watching Over Me and a lot more.Today, I would like to share with y'all a song entitled 'Jericho'...

Hop on a fast train out of town
Downside up and Upside down
Going fast is going slow
What could have been we'll never know
In this place that has no name
I can't remember why I came
Then I hear you whisper low
One more mile to Jericho
Nothing is ever what it seems
When you live inside your dreams

The walls will tumble
the walls will tumble
But Im not gonna cry
My heart wont crumble
My heart wont crumble
If we ever say goodbye

Everybody gets the joke
Where's the fire?
Where's the smoke?
Money, love and jealousy
Something's got a hold on me
But I will follow where you go
One more mile to Jericho

[Repeat Chorus]

One more mile
One more kiss
One more word
One more wish
And love will save us
This I knowFrom this place called Jericho

[Repeat Chorus]

Enjoy! =)

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Same ol same ol

Well, after sunlight activity today, mum and I went to Parade. It seems like every weekend we go shopping. Window-shopping. Well, same ol same ol. Lately, I have been fancying blueberry cheesecake. Mmm! Perhaps any cheesecake. Imagine if you have never ending cheesecake everyday, I'd be on cloud nine. But it can be harmful to your body. Supposed it doesn't give any effects, I guess it's ALRIGHT to have them everyday! Some people don't like them, well I don't know why but I just LOVE cakes, pies, spaghetti, lasagna and LOTS more.
Skip that topic. Now, I have been exposed to a game or so-called puzzle which is known as Sudoku. It is a challenging game which got me hooked on everyday. Those who wants to try, you can visit or you can check the Star newspaper, near the horoscope section. It may look boring on the outside but don't judge a book by it's cover. But, I can't guarantee you that it's fun because everyone has different opinions.
So, enough for today. I can't believe I have 2 oral exams this week! Byez...

Saturday, August 06, 2005


Well, window-shopping again at Esprit and I saw this pink blouse with red and white stripes on it. It caught my eye and it's realli attractive. The cost of it however, is expensive for ME. It's around RM90 after discount. I am not the type who always buy expensive clothes. Maybe once in a blue moon. The pants I got last week was already RM169 and that made me guilty for spending my mum's cash. Many would say that it's alright to spend your parents money but I think it's wrong. It's their hard earned money to support your life. Because of that, I don't get why YOUTH nowadays would spend time in the mall the whole day with their friends spending their parents money than spending time with their parents.
I would say that my friends whose monthly allowance is higher than mine would complain of not enough to spend. I have RM50 from my bro to pay my hp bill , and RM50 from my mum for school. Recently, my allowance had been given a raise of RM50 from my brother. My heartful gratitude, thank you! And that becomes the source for me to buy my stationeries or books. On the other hand, my friends get around RM200 at least and at most around RM400.
So, you see? I am not complaining here. I am just voicing out my opinion of why they would complain for not enough to spend. I may be wrong. I didn't say I'm right. I'm not flaming in here, kay? It's right to spend the money if it's for something good, but there are people who spend it on their girlfriends/ boyfriends. Mostly on girlfriends actually.
Therefore, I end my post today with a lyric by Hillary Duff which I really like... The Getaway

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
gotta get away

I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror

Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again


To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind


Friday, August 05, 2005

My Mentor....

No happening things today in school except on the net. I was just reading Xin Yi's blog. Heartful apologies and comments in forgiving. Well for one thing, I am happy that there are people out there who can forgive and understanding. One example I would like to point out is Jared, my mentor..

"well done! your expressing regret at your actions go only to show that you have seriously matured as a blogger. although i must say the abuse against you by other michaelians was uncalled for. drop me a line anytime:Maverick Musingscheerio...~verus rara avis~ "

That's my mentor and I am happy he is not the so-called evil kind. =) By his blog, to me, he has nearly PERFECT English and I wish mine was as good as his. Well, nobody can ever be perfect. But, Jared, don't 'perasan' arr?? ;)

That's for today. Adios..

Thursday, August 04, 2005


*sigh... Today's Australian Maths test was a big turn down to me. It had taught me a lesson which I think I will never be able to learn which is not to judge a book by its cover. I still remember. When I signed up for the competition, I was shown the questions of the first and second page. It LOOKED pretty easy but when I sat for the paper, OMG! All together, there were 30 questions which consisted of 25 objective questions and 5 objective questions. From question 12 onwards, I was desperately seeking for help. That teacher was even telling us how simple the questions are since it is ONLY Form 3 maths. Sheesh...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005


It had been an exhausting day! I knew I was straining my eyes to concentrate during History period. Trying so hard to understand and remember at least a tiny little bit. *sigh I have Australian Maths Comp. tomorrow and I haven't finish revising the english terms. I have unlimited homework again. During Physics tuition, nothing was absorbed by my brain. I guess it was certified as Brain-Dead. I just knew that I was falling asleep but not successful because I was sitting right in front of him.
It seems that Chow Xin Yi whom I mentioned in the earlier post had deleted her posts. So, there's not use visiting her blog. May God be with her so that she'll survive in SMI. Guys, don't be so cruel aite?
So, I'll end my short post for today.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Happening Stuff...

So, I apologized. SO? She didn't even care. She replied "What am I supposed to say?" As much as I would like to use foul languages, I'd rather not. Some would complain to their boyfriend, some to their classmates, making everyone siding them and going against me. My class is nearly a nightmare which is totally different from the beginning of the year. They WERE angels at first but now....(i'd rather not say)
As the most happening news between the bloggers is Chow Xin Yi, there are many lessons to learn from especially with her earlier posts and her post is one of the first I have seen to be full of violence including the more than 150 comments. It is a sad case to see that Michaelians had been insulted badly and I could barely imagine how she is going with her usual life in school.
For those who would like to visit the site, it's
And Jared, COOL down... =)


arrgghhh..I am beginning to hate Ipoh. Hoping that I will be able to return to KL one day is one of the reasons why I can still survive in this school of mine or to be more specific, my class. OK. Maybe not all of them are cold. More than four is already enough to ruin my life. I hate my friends and sometimes I even think that guys are more sociable eventhough people always say that girls are easier to mix with.
In Ipoh, I found betrayal in my friends but so-called enemies now. I've seen a lot of back stabbers and hypocrites. Students picking on students. To those who wanted to RUIN my life so badly, well, What do you have done a great job!
On the other hand, there are some nice people who are more friendly, out outgoing and open-minded. They help those who needs help are not selfish to share. One of them is my mentor, Jared and other seniors in Form 5, SMI.
Are boys really better than girls? Well, think about it. There is a small population who is sensitive and narrow-minded. The rest are mostly happy-go-lucky??
Some people just can't accept each other for their weaknesses which can be basically on anything. (fashion sense, way he/she jokes, smartness, sarcasm...etc) God made us all different so that we are unique individuals. Unfortunately, there are people who judge others. Who are they to judge? After all, we are all the same. Humans created by God. Only HE can judge us. That's what I think but I maybe wrong.
I have fallen to many times. Mistakes after mistakes. Often, I was blamed. Not only that, I feel tortured. Like a puppet for people to laugh at, controlled and condemned. I can't blame myself. We all make mistakes unless it is a serious crime (killing someone), then, that you can blame the murderer.
I don't understand. Is it true that people have been captured in this modern era to go after popularity and like by eveyone forgetting those who had been beside them? Showing off, wanting something beyond their expectations, not thinking about those people who are in need and never content.
So long for now. Until next time....

Monday, August 01, 2005


Spending more or less 5 hours in Jusco today had definitely made me less worried about my social life. My mum and I window shopped in every boutique there was. In the end we got a blouse for her in Jusco, a handbad for her and a black pants and blue-t for me from Esprit. Love it a lot!! Thanks mum. We ate belacan fried rice at Johnny's. It was quite a day. Don't you just love your mums when they shop, know your taste and joke with you? I don't know about y'all but I definitely know I do.
Now, I'll be waiting for my dad's return and my bro's so that I'll treat them a meal at Sushi King or perhaps Johnny's steamboat. Mouth-watering... =) That's for today!